2025

Last night, I prayed until I fell asleep and relaxed so deeply I still didn't want to wake up hours after I'd been stirred this morning. But with being stirred came gifts, and I'm really grateful... I've recieved an Ibanez GSRM20 bass guitar and a Fender Rumble 15 amp. I've always adored the rich sound of bass and am lucky to be spoiled so-- I intend to work hard this year.

And even on top of this, I've received a 'cake box' of 50 blank CD-Rs with 80 minutes on each... that's 4000 minutes of audio, any audio... amazing... I dislike the 'shopping culture' around Christmas, but it was nice to be provided these things I couldn't afford myself.

I wish I could go to Church services. I'm kept from them. Tonight, I'll read the Bible at my grandmother's house. I hope there's makowiec. Better days are coming and going and coming again. I'm so happy. I'm so happy.